(Images courtesy of The We in Me: yes these are snapshots of 1 or more of them)
"Sinking deeper into depression, terrified to go anywhere"
Life with DID looks different for everyone. There are of course similarities, but "Different People Different Parts." Our doctor says that. All. The. Time. It has become a source of major frustration for one of us. She calls it the "DPDP, bullshit." She will typically reply with a, "yeah, yeah. STFU Doc." She's fun, many of us call her, A, short for Anger. Again, she's fun. Despite her ever present hostility she does actually like this doctor. She is just unique, in her own way she cares and everyone is different.
Now we can do more than that. Now I want to do more. More than mere survival. More than being, barely satisfied with hiding. We're greedy we want more than to have survived. Now, we want to live...